i looked at my dad. he was quiet da whole nite i was wif him. i knew he had troubles. he finally opened his mouth. he told mi dat he had lots of troubles. he couldn't find some1 2 tok 2. my mum is engrossed in her studies. i dropped a tear.. how could he sae dat? cant he share his troubles wif mi?? WAD DOES HE TREAT MI AS?! after a short while he continued. he said dat he cant share his troubles wif mi. it will affect my mind 2 concentrate on my studies. he couldn't allow dat. my mum was his oni person 2 tok 2.. bt she's so concentrated on her studies she doesn't care abt us! not even my dad! b4 mi n my dad went down, she complained dat my dad was toking 2 loud on da fone! HOW SMALL A MATTER WAS DAT 2 ARGUE ABT?!! like she didn't do it b4 to us when i was doing my h/w n my dad was writing his emails? she is so demanding now. even when she's studying.. wad do u tink she expects when she graduates? i wouldn't dare tink of it. i knew dat wasn't all my father was worried abt. he had more. his work.. his deadline is mon bt he says he still hav lots 2 do.. i dunno.. mayb i shld jz concentrate on my studies like he wans mi 2. bt i cat afford 2 let him keep all his troubles.. BUT I CANT HELP EVEN IF HE TELLS MI!! all i tot then was 2 do my h/w n not let my father worry abt mi.. i finished da last bit of lollipop n hurried upstairs..